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GOD, ME, + MY TESTIMONY | THE ROSE THAT GREW FROM THE CONCRETE

For those of you who don't know me, you can read about me here: About Andrea Tostado


I wanted to share my testimony on how God has given me a beautiful life regardless of a life full of "unfortunate events". If you see my social media posts, talk to me IRL, or have known me briefly - you know I talk about God all the time. It might even annoy people from observation lol.


Sharing my story is to inspire, encourage, and help you understand that miracles, God, and faith all are things to believe in.



My life has not been a walk in the park. But I never complained nor blamed God for the lows. I just always trusted my life would unfold beautifully.


I have lived my life differently as I experienced death at 19 when I was in surgery for a miscarriage.


Since that day I woke up and was given another chance to live, I wasn't going to let it slip away again. Nor take another day for granted.


I never took my own advice. I sought to heal others because I was afraid to finally sit down and look in the mirror to confront my own damaged innerchild.


I spent many years in solitude suffering from depression, abusive relationships, narcissistic abuse; most recently I wrote this a few days ago from my recent battle: NARCISSISTS: A CASE OF DEMONIC POSSESSION.


Most recently if you read the narcissist post, I was a victim of severe hacking, gang-stalking, and manipulation by a group of wealthy individuals who are known for preying on women and children. I can safely speak on this topic and feel comfortable enough as I have done the healing, I'm protected legally, and action was taken on my behalf for protection.


I am not afraid to speak my truth as this will be known to the public in the news soon.


As bold and "courageous" as I seem, it was still a painful experience. I suffered alone. From December 2022 - March 2023 I was battling Giants.


David and Goliath type of battle. NO JOKE.



My closest friends, business partner, and even family were turned against me, my identity was stolen, my computers, cell phones, and even vehicles (yes I know) were tampered with monitoring devices and one of my vehicles was wrongly used for insurance fraud.

It sounds absurd, I know.

But this criminal behavior is not a joke.

Learn about gang-stalking here.


I don't blame my friends, family, nor the local authorities for not believing me till I was led to take this crime and get justice with the FBI. Even getting myself to the local FBI office took me days after fighting the hackers and manipulation on my cell phones.


These individuals were texting my friends, family, and putting fake profiles of me on the internet. I was absolutely heartbroken, disgusted, and truly in awe of how greed, power, and narcissistic abuse can get real dark, real quick.


I knew there would be a light at the end of the tunnel so I decided to document my 4 months in video, writing, and more. I avoided reviewing my videos as I knew it would bring up the trauma from earlier months. But it also made me cry tears of joy.


This photo below is an example of how inhumane the stalking was. It was violating. These people watched me all day. From my webcams, phones, location, and even devices inside my house planted by my own friends who were involved.



Depression can look like anyone. I wore it well but deep down in the midst of the chaos I was beyond broken.


This was in the midst of my 6 year spiritual awakening journey you can read about here.


I started to ask God:


What if heart break makes the heart explode from brokenness? Then the light shines through and that is Enlightment and leads to true wish fullfilment?

I spent 4 months in solitude as I couldn't function properly and explaining myself to each friend or family member over and over about what was happening became exhausting.


I kept myself up by giving myself pep-talks, creative expression, and pushing forward with launching my businesses regardless if I had to get multiple WAL-MART laptops and so many new devices that were not tampered with.


My work was stolen, my financial accounts were tampered with, money was stolen, and I can't even list everything because it's beyond disgusting, dishonoring to my name, and shameful to those individuals I called friends and family for the inhumane behavior.



But I was never afraid. I am not afraid of anyone, anything, but I fear God.


The sadder part of this was being called delusional when I would explain to others that I was following God and having faith while explaining these inhumane attacks were occurring.


I hold these two stuffed animals close to my heart as they helped me battle the sleepless nights, anxiety attacks, depression and they were what I could hug to feel comfort.


My innerchild healed through this traumatic event.



faith is now called Being Delusional in todays society.


The modern world is calling it delusional but we know it to be FAITH.


I was questioned if my mental well-being was okay as following God sounded absurd. I cried many nights because I couldn't get anyone to believe me. Even expressing my faith in God made it worse.


My mom was the only one who did believe me. She was even asked if "Is Andrea okay? She seems like she's on drugs." etc. It didn't make upset but it did sadden me when I would hear these things from my friends and family. Because it was the complete opposite.


I have been sober from alcohol for over a year. By choice.

I have been celibate for over a year. By choice.

I stopped partying and consuming anything that didn't serve my well-being.


But I was still "delusional".


Let your FAITH be so strong that the world thinks you must be crazy.


FIGHT. STAND UP. PRAY.


It’s important for you to understand that what you see can never override what God said. As an example I never took part in the cost of living crisis.


Why?

Because I am a child of God and whatever I see, can never override what God said. Those prices will never and have never impacted me. I believe by faith that I am always going to afford what I need and I don't focus on worrying of how it will manifest.


Why?

Because I serve the living God and I pray the word.


How can one suffer when you pray to God?


Deuteronomy 28: If you fully obey the Lord your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth.2 All these blessings will come on you and accompany you if you obey the Lord your God.


Being Delusional = walking by faith and not sight


It's uncommon now a days and I understand why. Faith takes years to cultivate and build up. Especially when life throws you lemons.


When life throws you lemons, make lemonade.

I didn't just turn lemons into lemonade.

I started my own lemonade stand, outsourced my produce to markets after market research, and started expanding into other markets.




I chose at an early age to become an Alchemist in my life.


Alchemy: noun. al·​che·​my ˈal-kə-mē : a medieval chemical science with the goals of changing less valuable metals into gold, discovering a single cure for all diseases, and discovering how to live forever.

As an alchemist I learned how to transmute negative vibrations and life events into unstoppable power.


This letter was written on March 31st, 2023. I never gave up my lifelong faith in him. But I had to SURRENDER if I wanted to be obedient to the Lord and get to where I am.




Surrender by removing and releasing any limiting beliefs. Let go of the belief that miracles can't happen. Because they can.


With God, anything is possible.


Underestimating him is not an option.


John 11:25 (ESV): "Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live"

As a little girl I always believed in God. I was raised catholic as most Hispanics do. I was baptized and confirmed. I attended CCD classes when in grade school and although I don't recall what I learned. I just knew about God and Jesus Christ.


I have 15 years of written journals I will share in a published book soon available for all and on my website courses that are also launching here.


God is real.

God is powerful.

God, the Lord, Jesus Christ.




Growing up my biological father was a drug addict who abandoned my mother before I was out of the womb. I remember as a child the trauma of seeing him when he showed up; in a maniacal paranoid depression state for all of my life. Even at times he disgustingly was on drugs and I remember how his stares at me just spoke to me; "evil". I digress, as this post is not about him but about my true Father.


I always envied friends who had a loving father and would be "daddy's girl". I wanted to be Cher from CLUELESS but not shallow and arrogant. But it would be nice, I remember day dreaming of desiring a father who protected me, didn't break my heart, abandon me, and psychologically abuse me with his narcissism. You can learn about narcissism here: The Spirit of Narcissim


Until, as I learned to read and write - I started writing to God. I began to practice gratitude and always thank him and the universe. This habit is now a 10+ year one that has led me to where I am today. You can shop my published Children and Adult gratitude journals on Amazon here.


Proceeds of these journals are going to my non-profit funding to help children and adults needing the word of God and support.


Today I am happy, peaceful, in my life purpose of saving the world, expressing through many creative outlets: painting, singing, dancing, fashion, writing, and even traveling the world as a career. How did this happen?


I want to make one thing clear: I'm not lucky.

So don't call or label me lucky.


I am a woman of God.


I am a woman of moral principles that have always been my True North Star in life. I can tell you, as a woman of integrity this isn't bulls*it either.


I have a theory of life which you can watch my YouTube video about that below.


Fun fact: what you see me talk about in this video wasn't even manifested yet when I recorded this in January. But it came to be true today.



Matthew 6:33: But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well"

This verse is the truth.


God is the truth.

The only truth.

Nothing but the truth.

T-R-U-T-H!


(This could be a rap verse lol)

Matthew 6:24: “No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money."

I hope you really read that verse in the Bible and let it soak in. Why? Because I didn't get to where I am financially serving two masters. Only one master. The G.O.D. And he's the only one you should serve.


In a world that's filled with corruption, chaos, greed, and many more of the Kingdom of Darkness aka THE DEVIL (is a lie) but he has his own group just as The REAL KINGDOM of heaven does. Angels and Demons. Oh they're real.


On this topic, I actually have the next blockbuster movie (manifesting this accolade) coming to a theatre and streaming service in 2024 on this. I can't share details but educate yourself on demons and angels here with THE BOOK OF ENOCH here.



In conclusion, you need to grab life by the b**** and create the life YOU want. The life that is your BIRTHRIGHT.


If God is with you, then who can come against you?


You're the only one stopping yourself.


The external villians you fight are just part of the mission/level of the video game of life.


Pass the test.


New Levels = New Devils



I'm here to speak on behalf of the Lord, our savior, Jesus Christ, GOD - and show you living proof of:

  1. How faith in God will open doors you never imagined

  2. To have faith in God regardless of your fear in anything else

  3. To study and read the Bible, as that is how you build a relationship with God

  4. To be a servant of God and to not lose your faith in him


Romans 6:22: "But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to sanctification and its end, eternal life."

I'm launching my series of Children's Books, Autobiography, Apparel, Coaching courses, and more creative endeavors in film this exciting 2023 and beyond. I will be launching the Pre-Order information for my books this summer.



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Stay faithful and love God.


Peace and Blessings,



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