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THE WOUNDED HEALER | HOW I USE PAIN TO PROPEL ME INTO POWER

Weighing in at 124lbs, the World Champion....


Let me tell you about my experience always being underestimated. My whole life I've been targeted by bullies.


Call me a bully magnet.


I truly don't understand why when I couldn't even harm a fly.


I have a love for humans and helping others.


I've always been underestimated.


My kindness taken for weakness.


I ask myself these questions: why even estimate people? Are we that shallow? Who made the estimate a human calculator?


Why judge a book by its over?


What I've learned in my life is to subtract: people, places, things if something's not adding up.



And that it's usually the humans who don't even read books that want to judge others.

Who here has just looked at someone and said "yea she is a weak ass woman" or man. I can certainly say NOT ME.


ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME


I don't verbalize anything negative. I do have a stellar intuition that has taken years of discerning to make an assessment on their energy and vibration. And let me tell you, energy is powerful. Notice how you feel around others or environments. Listen to your intuition about it, this will help to start training it to discern what's going around you.


Intuition helps discern humans intentions and whether they bring value or drain you.


I've learned how to become the Wounded Healer.


A wounded healer sharing her story to help heal others after she healed herself.


Get me?


The concept of the "wounded healer" originates from the field of psychology and was popularized by the Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung. The wounded healer refers to a therapist or healer who has undergone their own personal suffering or emotional wounds and has managed to transform that pain into a source of healing for others.


The wounded healer archetype suggests that individuals who have experienced and worked through their own wounds, traumas, or psychological struggles can develop a unique empathy and understanding for the suffering of others. Their personal journey of healing equips them with insights, compassion, and a deep desire to help others navigate their own challenges.


The wounded healer recognizes that their own wounds and vulnerabilities can be a source of strength and connection with their clients or patients. By acknowledging and integrating their own pain, they can tap into their own experiences to provide support, guidance, and healing to those in need. Their authenticity and empathy can create a safe and trusting space for others to share their own struggles.



It is important to note that the wounded healer is not a flawless or fully healed individual. They may still have their own ongoing healing journey, but they have reached a point where they can use their experiences as a tool to facilitate healing in others. Their wounds serve as a reminder of their own humanity, which allows them to connect with others on a deeper level.


The wounded healer concept is not limited to professional healers or therapists. It can apply to anyone who has experienced personal suffering and has the capacity to support and empathize with others who are going through similar challenges. The transformation from wounded to healer is a process of self-discovery, growth, and integration that can bring about profound healing for both the wounded healer and those they assist.


I learned to turn pain into power.


My life has been full of deceptive humans, backstabbers, thieves, narcissists, and more!


OH THE PLACES YOU'LL GO! 🤡

And the low vibrational cesspool belonging people you cross paths with.


IT IS inevitable.


That's life.


You have to learn how to use these negative humans and their lessons to your advantage.


They never win, you do.


The truth is, the low vibrational humans who hurt you, already lost. Lost when they lost their way and spend their own lives busy worrying about your life vs. their own.


I don't understand it.


Truly, I tell you I have no idea how such evil people can obsess over your life.


I send them love.

I send them forgiveness.

And if you have these humans bothering your life or trying to, let them go.


Pray for them.

I've become an alchemist in transmuting negative energy into power.


Power I use in creativity, business, and acquired street knowledge.


It's been a beautiful journey.


Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly. - Becoming a Butterflly

And I wanted to share some raw journal entries I wrote from the last few months as I battled with inhuman harassment and spent time in solitude.


I hope this inspires and encourages you to never lose hope, lose faith, lose trust in God. Everyone had their Job Season.


God will never let the enemy (the loser named Satan) to hurt you. The enemy can't hurt you actually.


But he can use those around you who fall for his tactics and fake grass ...to sell their souls and try to hurt you. That's all. However, even then - God will never let anyone hurt you who is an agent of Satan.


Sounds harsh, but it's the truth. I experienced it from narcissistic friends, lovers, and some of those people used to be in my every day life.


It's truly disgusting to see people sell their souls for "clout", greed, money, and fake-power that doesn't last.


Remember there is only one God.


SOUL ACHE



LETTERS TO MY FUTURE SELF



DEPRESSION DIARIES


This I wrote on the plane headed home from Texas to Vegas after Easter weekend. I just wanted to smile and laugh again. Suffering from the inhumane staking and crimes against me left me isolated.


I found comfort with God and writing. Now the pain is turned into amazing creative projects coming this year. This is how you elevate. You use pain to propel you.


Life's about perspective. Turn the negative to positive. If I did it, so can you. I believe in you.



I share my stories and private journal entries, because I want to inspire, enable, and empower you to not lose hope no matter how hard life gets.


Dream.

Pray.

Love.




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